piping_musikera

i was having fun but then it stopped...

2005-09-21T17:51:00.000+08:00

hmmm...namimis ko lng ung imphoez 03 ko..ung dting imphoez ko..kanina lng ksma ko cla..pero hanggang dun nalang yon..kumbaga mga nakaw na oras nalang...hmmm..

i stll need to finish studying in math..

maybe ill sleep early..about 12 am?..lolz..thats early for me..

updates were at my other blog..

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see yah!!!

weekend schedule:

friday...-amytiville moment in my room..(with my friends)

saturday-lead sem..still not sure if i could go..

sunday-badminton!!!with my friends still..:)

2005-09-16T18:52:00.000+08:00

PLEASE HEAR WHAT I'M NOT SAYING

dont be fooled by me.dont be fooled by the face i wear.for i wear a mask, i wear a thousand masks.masks that i'm afraid to take off thoughnone of them is me.pretending is an art that's good and second naturewith me,but don't be fooled, for God's sake, don't be fooled.i gave you the impression that i'm secure,that all is sunny and unruffled with me,that confidence is my name and coolness is my game,that the water's calm and i'm in command,and that i need no one.please don't believe me. please.my face seem smooth, but my surface is a mask,my ever-varying and ever-concealing mask.beneath lies smugness, no-complacence.beneath dwells the real me in confusion, in fear,in aloneness.but i hide this, i don't want anybody to know.i panic at the thought of being exposed.that is why i frantically create a mask to hidebehind,a nonchalant, sophisticated facade, to help mepretend,to shield me from the glance that knows.but sur a glance is precisely my salvation. myonly salvation.and i know it.if it is followed by acceptance, if it is followedby love.it's the only thing that can liberate me from myself.from my own self-built prison wall,from the barriers that i also painstakingly erect.its the only thing that can assure me of whati can't assure myself, that i'm really worthsomething.but i don't tell you this, i don't dare. i'mafraid to.i'm afraid your glance will not be followedby acceptance and love.i'm afraid that you will think less of me, thatyou'll laugh,and your laugh will kill me.i'm afraid that deep down i am nothing, that i'mjust no good,and you will see this and reject me.so i play my game, my desperate pretending game,with a facade of assurance withouta trembling child within.and my life becomes a front.i idly chatter to you in the suave tone of surfacetalk.i tell you everything that's really nothing,and nothing of what's everything,of what's crying within me.so when i'm going through my routine,do not be fooled by what i'm saying.please listen carefully and try not to hear whati'm not saying.what i'd like to be able to say,what for survival i need to say,but what i cannot say.i dislike hiding.honestly.i dislike the superficial game i'm playing,the superficial phoney game...i'd like to be really genuine and spontaneous and me.but you have to help me. i need you to help me.please. please.

taking 5 steps backward..to take 1 step forward..(retreat)

2005-09-12T20:35:00.000+08:00

-My life was so messed up before…i hate everything. I lost my priorities, I dont give importance to my parents and friends, to my studies, and most of all I somehow lost God. I still love him but I can’t give my time to him. I’m so busy with other things, busy thinking how to achieve my goals, how to correct my mistakes, how to make myself happy, and with that. I felt so alone..

I really don’t have an idea on what will happen on our retreat , and in fact, I was never excited. That night before, I packed up my things, I didn’t able to finish the retreat letters, maybe I’ll give to them some other time, because I really made it worth-reading. I woke up early. I guess I was kinda excited, maybe because that was the day that god planned for me. Those 3 days that he wanted me to know him better, to reflect on my mistakes, to realize what I have to realize. That time came, we were already inside the place(SVD RETREAT HOUSE) that place was one of the best place I’ve ever been. It’s so cold in there ,the foods were good and so as our rooms. Some things I remember were of course the sharing. I really felt blessed because god gave me a family, that can always make me feel comfortable and secure. I’m so lucky to have almost everything in life, either material things or those people around that I knew loves me.
I really cried hard when I heard others sharing about their problems. I can’t imagine myself in that situation. I thought, with that activity, god wants me to know that he’s still there, that he still loves me. Then the next activity came, the lights were off. We were required to sit not beside our friends so that we could really concentrate. I did was what told. We should also cover our eyes with any scarf or anything so that we can’t see anything and imagine clearly. The brothers were so right, this activity was one of the memories that we will never forget. So true, because the line up of the things that he said were still fresh in my mind. I’m not going to tell the whole story, the bottomline is that god brought me to our home. The next part was when I’m mad because my mother didn’t clean my room. It really hit me. That were the same words I actually said before, everytime she didn’t able to clean my room. I started to cry, I saw her in my imagination how lonely she was because I’m doing that kind of attitude. The next part came. I thought of blaming myself because as brother told us, she died because she tries to
give me the extra money, I got mad again because that day, im going to a party and my mom can’t afford to give me such money needed.
In the part of seeing our own mother inside the coffin, I stopped..i never wanted to see my own mom inside that. .I hate to see that’s why I took off the cover in my eyes, and put it again afterwards. The most touching part was when brother basil, made us realize the persons around us. Even our teachers, I love my teachers. I know how hard they try just to make sure that before they leave the room, we learned something. I realized all their efforts for us. Next is our classmates, after all the years that had passed, they’re still there. Even though not all are close to me, I still love them just because I feel comfortable with them. That made me realize that I’m gonna miss them much when we graduate. Then my friends, lately I don’t feel they care for me. I don’t feel them anymore, their presence. But I realized that not all are perfect. Even me, I cant say so that im a true friend, for sometimes I forgot to listen. I’m so busy with my life, I really don’t have time for them. I thought of having them as a gift from god. My life wouldn’t be this happy without them. My gratitude for them is so strong for they taught me how to love myself more so that I could love others. And lastly, is my family. The one who brought me here, without them I’ll never experience what it is to be loved. How to feel being complete and to experience trials which could be turned into lessons. I value much my parents, even though I cant really show that to them. I study hard to give them a reward. After that, the brothers gave our retreat letters. From family and friends, I got teary-eyed again. I didn’t expect all my family members to write that kind of letters even my so called”mama”. Because when I was I child I used to have two mothers, the other one is my tita,. I’m really close to her than my real mother. She even wrote me a retreat letter. She still loves me. I cried hard because the words in there are really true. I felt what she wants me to feel.I really had a lot of reflections because of this retreat. Next thing I remember was when we prayed the rosary while walking. I learned how to pray the rosary well and we were able to see the whole place. We also went to the pink sisters. That place was really solemn. It’s so quiet, in there I wrote my intentions, I don’t know why i didn’t write a long one, I just wish something and that’s between me and god. The dramatization were also great. We all laugh hard because our classmates were really good in acting. The brothers said that its funny but its full of meaning. We can learn many things from it. I would also be thankful to our brothers and to father. Without them we wouldn’t value our lives this much. Their talks like what holiness really mean and on being infested were lectures that can really help us. The talks about the family were really touching, we can relate in that. Every words they said I kept it in my heart.. Father peter really listened when we had our confession. He even gave out advices. I felt good after confessing my sins. I really feel the need to ask for forgiveness to god because its been a long time since we did that. We had our mass, one of the most memorable mass for me. They also gave us the rosary bracelet I think as a remembrance, sister said the color that she’ll give to us is our lucky color for the day. I’ve got the purple one, that was my favorite color (haha!)
And of course who will forget our favorite action songs?..we really love that because we had fun while singing and not only that it’s also a way of praising god. The most precious things in this event was the lessons learned. We were able to know that life’s so colorful. We experienced things we didn’t expect to happen. Im also thankful for our teachers, and to sister Flor, for being with us and making us a more disciplined Icamite. I’ll cherish our moments with them because they help us show the real person inside.

Going back to what I’ve said before . I felt lost, one thing I’ll never forget in the retreat was when they talked about being incomplete. If you would only ask me, that’s the best word that can describe what im feeling right now. I asked God why with all these things beside me, even if I can get easily what I want, my pleasure for that thing afterwards vanishes. I still felt the same, an incomplete person. I asked god without knowing he’s the reason after all. Because I forgot my priorities. I forgot him. And now for me, god is our only happiness, he is the only one who could ever give us the true happiness. We can never be happy without him in our lives. We are in this world because of him. He created me as an instrument to do his mission on earth. To touch other’s lives. Because of that experience, I learned how to respect my parents, I make sure that never will I complain to them even if they did something wrong for I know that they only want the best for me. They were my priority next to god. From now on, I’ll learn how to control my moods. Make sure that I’m not hurting anyone.

And as expected all have endings, its already time for us to say goodbye, to the brothers and to father. To the retreat house where we had the best moment in our lives. Where we share those tears that fell and laughters of joy. If only I could return to that place and bring back everything but I guess its impossible to happen, so all we can do now is apply it in our lives. One more thing before I end this. Let’s just learn to trust him and live our lives according to his will. GOD LOVES US!:)

-my c.l.e project....

retreating..

2005-08-29T20:56:00.000+08:00

since friday gumagawa nako ng mga retreat letters.kanina ko lang natapos ung sa honesty.hay nako.walang pasok kanina.aun.sana nga bukas wala nalang din kc 1 day nalang then retreat na.im not excyted.ewan.pero i feel the need to have that.un bang mag reflect.kc as we all know.un naman tlga gagawin dun dba.i just wish that its not an ordinary day for us.sna d boring.sna may kabuluhan.sna may matutunan.woah.lahat tlga gnwan ko.tska ewan ko.ngaun ko lng narealize.andmi ko plang naging kaclose?.kht sa kabilang section.kc sna gagawn ko ung lyrics nalang nung kanta tas sa baba may meditate-well chuva echos.pra dun sa mga ndi ko naman na exprience haha.i mean.la pa kme moments.eh halos lahat meron.pramis.kaya ayun.nilagay ko tlga dun.kc naman last opportunity na toh.para sateng mga 4th yrs.kaya sbhin na hehe.tho may recollection pa ata kme.d2 ko nalang sasabhn.masarap magsabi ng insides hehe.ewan.pero kng nsa lugar naman at oras gaya nito.masaya tlga.ung babalikan mo mga ginawa nio dti.actually.ginawa ko sa letters ko ndi puro emo.karamihan ng nakalagay is nakakatawa.gus2 ko kc pag binasa nila yun sasaya cla hehe.pero its up to them kng anong klase gusto nilang gawin.ayun.kaya ikaw.oo ikaw.bahala ka kung gus2 mo akong bigyan ng mahaba o katulad lng ng sa iba.la nako pake sayo.kala mo?pinagiicpan ko pa nga kng bbgyan ktah o ewan.

=nako.may test bukas sa p6..kanina ko lng naalala.nakakatamad magreview!.sa sci-tech lng naman ata.badtrip.makikita ko nanaman si mr.macaroons bukas.maaalala ko nanaman ang effort na dumating sa wala.hay naku.sbi nga ni emmy.santos.come what may.eh d ganun na nga lng.buti ndi nasayang ang puto..na inorder..buti pa ung puto napunta sa may katuturan..nakain.eh effort ko?.napunta sa wala.tsk..pero ok lng.may reason cguro bkt ganun.bahal na si god.."god help me ah..tutulungan ko naman sarili ko eh.thank u po..gudnyt ..ilabu.switdreams hehe..

yan ang mga katagang lgi kong snsbi pagkatapos ko magdasal sa gabi.sakanya.

+may balita ako.alam nio ba.bumili nanay ko nung petra live.para pauwi sa ate ko dun sa ibang bansa.haha.maganda naman.kaso wg lng ttgnan.tska pakikinggan ung mataas na part.seryoso pero masakit tlga sya sa tenga wehehe..ayun lng..petra?..in short. nina live.

stolen moments..

2005-08-26T18:33:00.000+08:00

hey guyz!!visit my multiply account!!!!

here http://crazedbythemusic.multiply.com

ima crybaby..

2005-08-24T20:26:00.000+08:00

im ready to meet my creator....

heaven is the place..where id lyk to go..:(

may araw din ang luha mo'y masasaid matutuyo..

2005-08-19T21:20:00.000+08:00

hay nako..
grabeh tlga this week was!!m,wahahah!!..hmp..magmula nung tuesday..i only have 4-5 hrs of sleep..ang hirap ng p6!!un lng tlga pinroblema ko..tom is our last test!!thank god!!!hayy..ang hirap tlga..since nagpasukan..wla akong pahinga..nakapag review nako sa c.l,e but sa eko maya maya na..hayy..nakakatmad na nga ehh..tom halfday lng kme..buuuuuttt..!!haha(w/ penpen's accent)
may practice sa sabayang bigkas..-1-5 or 6 dw...tas non..sa sunday..alis kme..punta ako 168..yes!!for the first taymm harrr...and den..after that umaga kze kme punta..mga 12 sa sm naman..celebration ng bday nu pao..my cuz..weee....saya yon!!pero syempre maraming kapaguran nanaman..

my mind's kinda relax ryt now..wooooo...ang galing galing..Ü
tinupad ni lord ang aking wish..wehehe. sbi ko kze"lord, sna po pg nagmemorize ako..maalala ko kgad..hahaha!!wla lng..mahirap kze ako maka memorize pero ngaun..andali..yey..kaya mejo mblis pagrereview ko..love you lord,
cge wish ulet ako..(magkatutuo kaya haha)
lord, sna may magdonate sken ng magic sing..

-nyahahaha!!kapal..wehehe..ui ui ikaw.bigyan mo ko.im really craving for it.namimis ko na kumanta eh.bow.

ayyyy!!!tom masasabi nanamn nmen ang mga kathang"may arw din ang luha mo'y masasaid matutuyo!!!(sa tula yon para sa s.b.)hahaha!!..matutuyo....ung sarli nmeng choreography..wehehe...

ui.carylle.nababasa mo toh?..may utang ako seo 10 dba?.singilin m nalang ako tom.haha..kulet.

ciaooooooooo...

oh.that tensive disease.

2005-08-12T22:03:00.000+08:00

harrr...

nakakapagod magicp.weekends na nga.icp paren ng icp.pano bukas.pano sa ganyan.pano..pano..sna d nalang nauso ung word na pano.mnsan mahalaga din pla ang katagang "bahala na".dugtungan mo pa ng "si god"..kase naman.d na natahimik utak ko.andami kong iniicp..worrywitch nga..tsk..tsk...can som1 tell me how to cure this?..wooosh...

sims-unleashed-hot date...on vacation..etc.(nagsilbing libro para sken)

matagal ko na toh binili.2wng nilalaro ko nga toh eh..naaalala ko pagpunta ko sa uste..oo tma dun kze tambayan ko tuwing nagkakasakit ako sa tyan.sa room ni dr.chan..o dba..binagay tlga name nya.cguro ganun lng mga doctor don haha.meron dn kayang dr.knee.nose..etc..o ayun na nga.naaadik ako dito.sa sims.pero iniiwasan ko.kase mali ung pagkakainstall ko.tska isa pa.mas bababa grades ko bka wla nang matira ahaha.nde eh kze.lgeng nag rerestart eh.pg nilalaro ko.kaya aun .bka kc masira computer nmen.ung sims..nakakatuwa.kinukuwen2 ko nga to sa mga kaklse ko.oo.magara kc sya.prang mga robot haha.ultimong pag cr.ikw pa mamamahala sknila.kasalukuyan akong naaadik dito.nang bglang tinamad laruin.lalo na ung sims1 na marami na clang pera tas halos lahat na nabili nilang gamit.eh wla namang command dun sa magkakaroon cla ng vacation sa downtown blah..etc..kaya aun.tngil ko.wla lng.tgnan moh.pare parehas ginagawa nla.as in arw arw.ganun lng. ni hindi nagkakasakit.nuod ng tv.kain aral.pra sa mga bata.kung mnsan ay pnapagusap ko kze kulang na ung social nila haha.msydo clang nalulungkot.ung sa lola,tatay,at nanay naman eh nagtatrabaho lng napromote pa nga ang loko.325 per day.haha..wala lng..wla clang ibang gnwa kundi mag ipon lng ng pera.basta.controlado lahat.tskkk..masama.oo.ganun ako.lahat pinaplano ko.kaya cguro madalas nabobored ako sa buhay ko.lahat gus2 ko maayos.lahat may command..loko ko.haha.d ata tma yon.ah basta.ung sims.ganun lng yon.o dba..kng ganun tayo sa araw araw.bka mas gugustuhn pa naten mamatay nalang kze nman ang boring ng buhay naten.wla pang natututunan kundi binabasa nla sa libro na mula sa d ang grade eh magiging a+.(syempre gusto ko matalino mga bata sa sims ko haha)at teka teka..ni hindi nga ata cla nagdadasal.tsk..mga pasaway oh.eh wla namang altar na nabibili sa appliances nla eh.salbahe gumwa nun ah.wla akong ibang snsbi .sbi ko lng mnsan kelngan naten problem.,bow.

-ciaooo...

updates!!updates!!updates!!

2005-08-03T17:42:00.000+08:00

heee..!!!!uhm...i just feel the need to blog..wehe..ze naman puro nonsense pnagsasasabi ko in my last entries..

uhm teka ano na ba nangyayari sken..

siomai party-last friday july.29 ..uhm..masaya!!sobrah!kaso andming umuwing maaga..kaya nung mga bandang 7:30 dun nagsiwalaan!!haha!!..si ruth ang kulet kze pnapatay sindi ung ilaw..haha!!tas si jeramie naman nagshoshowdown cla harhar!!..prang naging beer house eh..pero syempe..no..no..no..sa beer!!wehe!!buti nalang may remembrance ako kze nagrecord ako ng vid haha!!angkukulet nla..halos lhat cla andun..kht may nangyri kela car...masaya naman pero syempre that nyt d mwla sa icp nmen ni ruth kng kamustah na ba cla..nung malapit na mag uwian..kumanta ako ng farewell..wla bato tlga si loleng..d tumagos..ke jeramie napnta!haha..umiyak ang gaga..

lorlen-!!hmp!!dko makakalimutan ung taong yon..actually..dko nalang ganong iniicp..dko expect na magkakahiwalay kme ng mas maaga..biruin nio katoto nio magmula kinder..tas naging kabarkada ko pa..heee..nakakaiyak..pero ganun tlga ata?..d manlang ako nakapag babye..

i hate goodbyes din kze...kaya gaya ni "nong" see yah nalang loerlen!!happy trip!!i wonder how it is to live in other places than phil..sa 22o lng..pde nako sumunod sa ate ko..pero syempre tatapucn ko 4th yr..pero pg sumuko nako..bka next ako ke lorlen magpadispidida..lam nio naman ako magtrip..hmp..

digicam-meron na kme..so small but terrible!!weee!!hahaha!!..pero dko pa sya nagagamit..kze nagkakataon pg may tym ako dinadala naman ng ate ko uhmp..tas kahapon nag take ako ng pictures..wow..nag empty bat..dko naman nakta ung charger..so aun..pero ok lng atleast meron na kme..i might bring it in our retreat syempre remembrance..

kyla on sm manila-sa sat yon!!dunno if sinipag ako ppnta ako!!haha!!i miss her!!sobrah!!...and so as the kylaonliners..!!

sun-powtah!!!!cra ang sun!!!4 days nako ndi makapag text..pg nga naman seswertehen..grrr!!mis ko na teentalkers..my batchmates..kylaonliners..rvmm..ohh..i so love them!!lalo na teentalkers..na pretty!!syempre lahat kme!!whe..kze nman pg bdtrip ako..cla nakakatulong sken hehe..

my bhez's so excyted to meet her bhez..hahaha!!-sa friday..sugod kme ni ruth don aun..

ill never go-i so love the version of nanie!!!(kyla)haha na naka record sa fone ko...plus un ung pyesa na inaaral ko as of now..weeepee!!!

3660-ohhh..!!i have my new fone na!!yipee!!...pero d ko ren magamit kze d pa activated gprs..

u.t-this week yon!!hmp!!buti thursday na tom!!hay!!..

-tom..jaking and i..kanta sa mass...yep..aun lng..and CAT!!woooo!!no form!!!!hahahahaha!!!ansaya!!!!!

thats it!!happy bday saffy and bhez !!!!the 2 joans of the world hehe..

-ciao!!

nakaka adik magpuyat..

2005-08-01T22:37:00.000+08:00

gwa nanaman ako entry..wehe..shhh...inaatake ako ng katamaran knina ehh...bhla na..bkt dti puro net lng laman ng utak ko,mataas pa nakukuha ko..matry nga ulet ngaun yon haha..

la ako sa mood mag aral...bkt?..ewan..gus2 ko kze mamatay muna..pero ndi eh..usually namamatay ako 1am..haha..kya ganon.bangag ako lge sa skul..pero ok lng sanay na.

hopless...best word to describe me ryt not..puta.nong nangyayari sken?somtyms ima loser ba?..dunno..dko maexplain..ang hirap maging 4th yr..RESPONSIBLE is a big word!!shit..kht sang anggulo tgnan puro hirap..la naman nilaga haha..klengan mo magtyaga!!gawd!!!..sbi nla e2 dw pnkamasaya..eh ndi naman eh?..pno ka ba naman mag enjoi kng lhat ng teachers mo konting imik lng maingay ka na..lahat snsbi mag seryoso..buti pa dti eh..lging mdming absent na teachers!!wehehe.lalng..kze nakaksakal..ung iba naman jan..puro compitensya..alam..bsta cla meron..lang pakelam kesihodang meron o wla mga kakalse nla..

nahihirpan akong iexpress srli ko ngaun..hmp..sna mabago toh next grading..wishiwish..fuck..kung kelan tumatanda eh..otistic ata ako ...+stressed_queen+kaka pressure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

harhar!!!jokeneneng lng..emo lng onti..jok lng yon..drama lng..masaya naman ako ngaun...wehehe..incomplete nga lng :(

broken by YOU :(

2005-08-01T17:41:00.000+08:00

First lonely night, what will I do .I feel my heart breaking in two...I’m such a fool, when will I learn I fell so deep, then I got burned.If you gave me just one reason why My heart just might let go. Maybe one day I will fall in love again But for now, i' ll just leave my heart in two,If I never fall in love again,If I never touch your skin again,If I never feel again this way,If I never see another day,Remember me, remember this,Cause one thing that will never change.Is the feeling in my heart....So broken by you .......Love still remains, after your gone ...please explain, where did I go wrong...??...

suncell's fucked up..and so am i..

2005-07-31T17:24:00.000+08:00

grrr!!nwwla scratch notebook ko!!!bukod sa andun iba kong notes...

may mga nakalagay don..na basta!!!...ewan...kng nakanino un..balik nio nalang..

salamat...hmp..tinotoyo nanaman ako..tntmad pa ko mag aral sa math!!!

how can you gain something u've lost?

2005-07-09T14:56:00.000+08:00

I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken -- and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived.

bangag..

2005-06-29T18:30:00.000+08:00

teka..ano na ba nagyri?..hehe..nung tuesday nagpnta kme sa prayer rally.pra kay cardinal sin.sa burial nya.ayon.la nako gano makekwen2.hehehe.nung isang arw pa kze yon.bsta lam ko ansaya.kze nakahanap kme ng upuan.mula nung nagumpsa ung mass.so ndi kme nahirapan hee..hmm..sa bus?..nakakabitin naman.pano napakalapit.ang aga ko nga nakarating.cguro 10 plang andun.kala ko nga kme lng aalis.pero buti nalang hnintay ung iba.tas paguwi ko nagbihis na kagad ako ng pang alis.dba nga nakasched ang pagattend ko sa gig nila mymp.hahaha..kc wlang gagawn nung arw na yon.grabeh.excyted ako sobrah.pero ndi ko ineexpect na cancelled dw.:( prang dba..ano yon?..regular po cla sa tavern every tuesday tas kng kelan pmunta kme cancelled.ayon.sobrang sad ko na.napabili nalang tuloi ng mocha frap hahaha..uhm nako..paikot ikot kme sa greenbelt.dhil d nmen lam kng anu gagawn nmen dun.sayang sa pamasahe.aroung 8 plang yon.una.dpat manonood ng sine.shet.wla namang maganda.mga wla na.ung gus2 nmen ung mr.and mrs smith.tas dw dpat mag redbox.eh ang mahal naman nung pg gabi na .imagine 5oo.2 drinks lng per each tas 3 hrs na karaoke.nung ggwn mo dun hee.tas ayon.ung ate ko magulo.(si nyoy bulate kc andon eh kaya sbi ko nung una wg na ayko kc tlga)mura naren.440 -ksma na ung food.bale ung artist prang dmo bnayaran hahaha.ayun.nsa harap na harap ung table nmen.lapit sa stage sobrah.tas upuan ko harap ni nyoy.nye.nu naman ggwn ko sknya haha..ui pero gus2 ko ung nag dadrums sknila..weeee..harhar.ayon..mga 2 hrs ung performance nla.matagal den and sulit.tsk.tsk.sbi ko nga panu pa kung mymp to..sheeet...hahaha..o ayun..ang malas.pero k lng by next wik andun na mymp.bka nga bumalik kme.kaya knina bangag ako eh..nong oras nako natulog mag 2 na..grrr..!!sakit sa ulo!!!ocge..ciao muna!!!hehehe..

im coming out..

2005-06-25T15:24:00.000+08:00

grrr..mejo lumuwag ata tornilyo ko sa ulo..hahaha..!!!wla akong maicp ngaun..rawr.hey you.im kinda addicted to my perfume/lotion..or should i say kyla's perfume nyahaha..!!!ndi ako nanggaya ah!!lolz..kaya kung cno man nakakaamoy sken jan.pg tumatabi keo sken..

e2 yon

..hahah...mag advertise dw ba..kze pramis nakaka adik..haha..tinitipid ko nga lng lolz!!...kze pu..pnauwi ko lng yan sa ate ko galing sa malau haha..sbi ng ate ko pag uwi nya dw dpat meron pa yan.haha!!.uhmp..tntmad ako magkwen2..hehe..o magtype pla ..amboring naman ngaun.dpat knina ibbli nako ng piano.sbi ng ate ko mamaya nalang dw.sbi ko next week na eh.bahala sya haha..!!ocge kwen2 ako.lilipat na nga pla kme ng haws..wooopie!!!im so excyted and i just cant hide et.!kme po ay mawawala na d2 sa malayo.at maraming trycyle na halos wla ka ng madaanan dhil sknila.kmi ay lilipat na sa place na pagbaba mo ng jeep ay may haharang kagad na sidecar seo.hahaha!!..sa balut!yeah!wla akong ganong alam dun.alam ko lng.nepa.alabat.ilaw.un lng haha..mga streets don.pero dun kme sa may dulo na part.ayko nga sbhin bka puntahan nio ko..haha!!..jox lng.syempre welcome kau dun.excyted ako kc ayoko na d2.and besides,ako at si ate beb ay mag sarili ng room!!weeepeee!!!haha!!sa 22o lng.pde akong mag isa pero yaw ko!hehe..!!gus2 ko ksma si bebeb hehe..kc.takut aku..haha..mamding mangyayari nanaman sa life ku..by next week maaadik nako sa pagpiano.kala nyu ha hahah..!!ay teka bkt un ung title?.eh kze nsa Eb si kyla knina.nanalo nga sya eh.ang galing!!wooot!!!un ung last song na nahulaan nya.wee...akala ko sawa nako ke kyla.pero nung narinig ko voice nya sbi ni mind hoy ndi pa.ganda ganda voice oh.wehehhe..!!!ang galing!!!!...lalng.sa tuesday pg wlang ganong skulworks.ima go with my ate anabanana to tavern in greenbelt?..tma ba..bsta sa tavern..andon..mymp..tel me wer it hurts..my bebe..hahaha..!!
ciao!!

sr.rocker..ang weird..

2005-06-22T18:57:00.000+08:00

shet!!im so tyrd!waaaaaaaaaaah!!!good thing d na umaatake ung sakit koh..ayon..teka ano bng gnwa ngaun?...seatworks..discuss..seatworks..discuss ulet..ah ewan bsta un lng naiicp ko eh..d kze gumagana utak ko ngaun eh..mamaya mag aaral nako sa p6...wooo...buti mejo mdli plang ung lesson..and naiiwsan ko naren ang pgkabadtrip koo!!hehe..!!..wla namang ibng nangyri today except sa ndi ako ganong nakadaldal sa seatmates ko..and napagod ako..ng sobrah..dhil inaayus ang mga kelngan ayusn sa glee..mahirap!!uu!!!...sobrah..kc naglalaban ang wlang idea..sa maraming ideas..hahaha!!joke..nde pramis..mahirap..nakakamis si ms.mingoa..pero..wlang mggwa..miracle na kng magbalik sya..kht moody yon..uhmp..nakakamis ugali non..ung ndi ganong friendly..pero pg nsa mood..patawa ng patawa..pg wla..nyekz..puro sermon aabutin mo..pero ok lng..ayon..buti mejo nalinawan na si sr.rocker knina..sa mga dpat nyang gwn..konting explanation nalang!!!sna naman..pero naiintndhan ko na bkt ...kc pla si sr.rocker lging may extension friday lng wla.. kaya ndi maasikaso.kakausapn nya pa dw ang mga dpat kausapn pra don..haha..naiintndhan nio ba pnagsasasabi ko d2?.hehehe..o bsta...sna may patunguhan ang paghihirap ko/nmen..kze..mhrap tlga whehehe...magaaral pa nga ako ng piano oh!pra don haha..nde jokz..gus2 ko lng tlga..teacher ko naman ate ko eh..libre!!hehehe!!!buti nalang ay lgi ko nakakasma..si lyssa..at ang iba pa..salamat pare!!kaya naten toh!hehe..*sigh*

try to understand..the growing me..

2005-06-16T22:22:00.000+08:00

im sick......yay..but.i still have to thank god coz "its just an ulcer"..there's still a remedy ...oh..i realized..wenever i feel..wasted..im down..god gave me..such.."sickness"wer i can hear..words..of me..sayin..thank god..its just...blah..blah..and its not that serious..hayyy..aalagaan ko na nga sarli ko!!..tigas kze ulo koh eh..im feelin better ryt now..hay!!..im absent for 1 day lng..pero mrmi nag ask..bkt dw..dba..prang..pano nla nahalata yon?..na absent..ako...appreciated paren pla..and missed..owel...:)

im goin crazy..

2005-06-09T20:15:00.000+08:00

Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold my life just hasn't been the same oh baby no when i looked into your eyes the moment that i let you go i just broke down ..baby if i ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrafice,Cuz the feelin that I feel within no other man would ever make me feel so right its nice to smile when i get your phone call at night. But I rather have you here with me right next to me and I miss the way you hold me tight..I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch..I never thought that i could ever love a man so much..I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny..For you I'd cross the world for you..I'd do anything..That's right baby Im goin crazy I need to be your lady..I been thinkin lately..that you and me yes we can make it..just ride with me roll with me..Im in love with you

wooot wooot!!!

im missing.......................

agen..and agen..and agen..and agen..yahahahha..

anyhooz...im kinda happy.ryt now..i ges..

Im smiling on the outside,yet dying on the inside...which do you choose to see?

2005-06-08T17:48:00.000+08:00

I'm trying to deal with this on my own i'm too scared to tell anyone don't want myself to go through this again but the more i hide the more it shows :(
oooh...i felt so alone..i cant find reasons to smile..neither do i have reasons to live..

i ges..anytime..i might be somewer else..

wer..Death is a gift to the lost and depressed...

lets do the first day funk!!:)

2005-06-06T18:13:00.000+08:00

elo senio..sinisipag ako ngaun wehe..kze msya ako..

owell..ngaun?..1st day of school..yeah..ndi naman ako ganun ka excytd eh..feeling ko nga ndi pa tlga pasukan..kaya ayun..lalng.pumasok lng..tawa ng konti hehe..pero masaya noh!!sobrah!!..yay..i love imphoez ulet..anyhoo..papakilala ko cla d2 ..hehe..pg cnpag ult!!haha..i love(al.luzelle.carylle)yeah!!hehe..kakauwi ko lng galing kela luzelle..nag videoke.kme..teka ano bng mga kinanta ko..uhm...kailan..thaks to you(suggest ni car)tell me wer it hurts..at ang closing song..hahaha!!!ewan ko ba kng anong title nun bsta ung ang pag ibig koy..chuchu..haha!!ung kanta sa stairway!!hee!!ayon..eh si alrenz..kng kelan paalis na kme..dun dumating..ayon..may chuka dw sya kaya sya mejo natagalan..hehe..ayon..tungkol ke toooott!!oo!!and..nako..al..wg ka mag alala..kaya nga may karma dba?..bsta alalahanin m nalang un and and2 naman kme lge for you eh..kelan ka ba nmen d pnakinggan hee...bsta..ayon eh dba nga paalis na kme kakantahn na ung sa stairway..eh dumating nga sya kaya habang nakikinig ako sa kwen2 nya..kumakanta ako nung sa stairway..bale may background music pa sya!!mwahahah!!o ayun..sa school knina?..ok lng..masaya nga!!..tas pnakilala ung ib ng teachers..bsta may isang teacher dun na tawa kme ng tawa..hrap nga pglin nung tawa eh!!lalo na yang si ruth!!mwahaha...!!o bsta yon..nga pla..iba na moderator sa glee club..o my!!..sbi nga nmen..sna maimpluwensyahan nmen un sa mga makabagong musika..pra naman maiba ngaung skulyr..owell..kme na bhla don..weheheh.cge here nalang muna huh?..wehehe..

o sige na..kht wlang nagbabasa mag post ako..

2005-05-31T22:27:00.000+08:00

nakaktamad kze eh!!anu ba nangyri ngaun?..ahhh..!!ayun!!d2 ako sa shop namen..(shop paren twag nmen kht d na sia shop)hehe..wla nagiinternet..at habang nag loload ang bwat page ng iniinternet ko nagsesend ako ng mga quotes..wla lng..kze nagpaparamdam cla..oo mrmi..tas ako tiga basa lng..kaya aun..nagsend naren ako wehehe.. kninang umaga pmunta kme sa ccp..as usual..daily routine..oo..eh tigas ulo ko eh..kht late na kme nagicng(usually kze pnta kme dun ng 6 para d pa maaraw.eh 9 na kme nagicng knina kze momy ko may deliver pa kagabi kaya and2 pa kme sa shop until 2am)o ayun..eh..gus2 ko magbadminton..mga 10 na nun ah hehe..ayon pnta kme dun...nyekz.!!anglungkot!!:( ala na tao..huhuuh...cno ba naman kcng baliw ang pupunta dun ng ganung oras..para magpainit lng..at magbadminton ika nga..o ayun..cguro uhm,,mga naka 5 na palo lng ako sa bola umalis na kme..!!wahahah..eh kze nga mainit na..at pra kmeng tanga dun..la na katao tao eh..tsk..tsk..tsk..dhil sa makulet na jeanne na toh..naka aksaya pa tuloi kme ng P25 para sa parking!!weheheh,,!!yaan nio na..kasiyahan ko un..tas yon..deretso sa quiapo..dun kze nagdeliver mom ko..tas wla..naqgshopping dun!!haha!1tma ba un?..eh bkt ba?..gus2 kong bumli ng mga dvd eh..wehehe..naghahanap nga ako ng bloopers tska the making ng full house..wla naman..answerte ko tlga.dun lng pla sa vcd may ksma un na ganung cd.eh aken dvd..kaya ayun..ewan ko lng kng makahanap pa ako non wehehe..nagttngin din ako ng ibang korean na series,,pnagiisipan ko pa nga kung bblin ko ung dvd ng sweet 18..weheh..sbi ng momy ko bbli nia ko..bhla sya hahah..ayko naman ng stairway..kze pandagdag problema lng un..haha!!kaka depress kze pare eh..o ayun..ano na ba..uhm..nabli ko dvd na movies lng ndi series..oo..ung daddy long legs..korean sya..tas cheaper by a dozen..ey ppol wg nio ko pandirian dhil kay hillary duck un ha?..weheheh..muka kzeng mgnda eh..tas nu pa ba?..house of wax..tska ate ko ung "so close" ayko ng ganun eh..suspense..wla lng..pra kcng d naman nangyayari sa 22ong buhay ahahha..gus2 ko lng lovestory..o kaya..kht anu bsta wg fiction and suspense..eh d ayun uwi na..tas kain..text..tas aroung 5 pm nagpnta ako kela cecille..kze nga bday nya..wehe..msaya sobrah,..hay..si ruth?..walang kupas ung tawa..grabeh..antagal nga nmen nakakain..cguro 30 mins o lagpas pa yon..bwat subo kze may commercial hahaha...si cecille si carylle..si alrenz..tska si ruthie andon..si nicole pmunta kng kelan paalis na kme wehe..wanko dun..o bsta..msydong hectic sked ko ngaun..anu ba yan..mnsan bored na bored ka,.kagaya last summer ko..ngaun naman ni hndi ako nabored..bitin pa..bkt ganun..mnsan kulang na kulang...minsan..pg anjan..sobra sobra nman..ang weird ng lyf..

happy bday to myself!!

2005-05-29T18:37:00.000+08:00

weeeeeeeeee..!!!!ehehehe...thank god..umabot ako ng 16 yrs..old..dba?dba?..wehehehe..

salamat sa lhat ng nag greet..

me loabshu ol!!...mwahahah..

halata bang tamad na tamad ako magpost?..d naman dba?..pg pla mrming nangyayari sa buhay mo mas nakakatmad magpost..wehehehe..

ge ciao!!

you and me..

2005-05-20T14:21:00.000+08:00

what day is itand in what monththis clock never seemed so aliveI can't keep upand I can't back downI've been losing so much time

cause it's you and me and all of the peoplewith nothing to donothing to lose,and it's you and me and all of the people,and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to sayjust aren't coming out rightI'm tripping inwardsyou got my head spinning.I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the peoplewith nothing to donothing to proveand it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know whyI can't keep my eyes off of you
there's something about you nowI can't quite figure out everything she does is beautiful everything she does is right
you and me and all of the peoplewith nothing to donothing to loseand it's you and me and all of the peopleand I don't know whyI can't keep my eyes off of you
you and me and all of the peoplewith nothing to donothing to proveand it's you and me and all of the peopleand I don't know whyI can't keep my eyes off of you
what day is itand in what monththis clock never seemed so alive

splashing!!

2005-05-13T16:45:00.000+08:00

weeeee... nagsplash kme kahapon eh..
mga 8-9 nakaalis na kme sa manila..ayon..prang wla lng d day b4..ahahah..!!d excyted..eh kze naman i really dont want to go der..or somwer else jus to swim..ayko mangitim..ze lahat na cla ganon eh..in fact..nagpapaputi nga ako ehehehkz!!..yayks!may nangyri pa smen b4 kme makarating don..nako..na cra ung gulong..ng van..mom ko kze nagdadrive..bgla syang huminto ze dw naflat ata kme..ayon..sobrang wla ng hangin..malapit na kme sa highway non yayaks!!..katakot as in..peto thank god paren kze nakahinto na mom ko b4 mna flat yon..kze bka dw sumabog ung gulong...pg nangyri yon..ndi nako makakapost ngeon d2 sa blog ko..hayyy!!thank god tlga!!...as in..eon..tas may dumating na magtotow..un ba spelling non?..ehehe..bsta yon..tas tinulungan kme..mga 11-12 andun paren kme..tas dumating kme sa splash..1..andmi pa nga nangyri eh..mgkksma kze kme ng mga titas ko and mga cuzes..ayon..si paolo(goin 7 plang)..ung makulet kong pinsan..ahahha..!!nwla dw..!!pnakwen2 ko nga sknya..sbi niya nag ask dw sya sa ms.kng san pde magtanong sbi ng mis sa kid's station dw..tas yon..bgla nalang tinwag ung name ng tito ko pti surname!!haha..smart tlga nong bata na yon..inask nga nmen kng natakot sya..sbi niya konting iyak lng dw..yay!!o bsta ayon..mga 4:30 swimming paren..yay..ansakit naman sa ktwan nung waves ehh..pero enjoi..gud thing..ndi ako nangitim!!yey..!!namula lng!!wehehehe!!..eon..after mag swimming may videoke kze don ayon kumanta ako 2 songs lng -kailan-mymp,one last cry-brian mcknight..la kze ako maicp na kantahn hehehe..!!tas yon..uwi na..then..nakatxt ko nung paguwi ko sila ate janice..niyayaya nla ako sa 29 not knowin na bday ko un..stah sbi nla d na dw problem ung tix sa sop kze magpapareserve..d na kelngan pumila ng napakahaba don ..eh d naexcyt naman ako..sbi ko cge cge papaalm ako..nd plus..bka makatakas pa de kme..pnta kme backstage..syempre cno bng pupunthan ko dun c kyla and regine..owell..kyla's at the rob place ngaun..badtrip!!urrrr!!d ako makakapnta!!hayy..:( change topic..o bsta..sna pygan ako ng mom ko kze maya bka sbhn nya na family dpat ksma non..ah bsta ssbhn ko bday ko naman ahaha..!!
-ciao!!

-j-o-y dpat?(section ko yon)..bkt s-a-d ako..:(

2005-05-11T11:27:00.000+08:00

yaykz!!..bago ko itype toh..i saw that"moret=crazy"(dunno how to spell it)lady outside...hahaha..!!she's really moret kze ..nakkpaglaro sya sa mga bata..owell..we used to call her that ze..uhm.its a long story..not worth telling..its a fiction!!mwahaha..ze naman..all of a sudden..she told stories bout my mom..na kinukulam dw cla..wahahha!!do you think guys ...stuffs like that eh mapapaniwalaan?..hayyy..nuf bout that...owell..the title says it all..im not happy..tho im not that sad..coz..i was juz thinkin..why the heck do they need to put my name in section joy when all of my close peeps are in honesty?o ..i knoe that doesnt make any sense..but then..i was juz askin y?.. lgi namang ganon uhmm..is it bcoz some teachers want to teach me a lesson from being makulet -to a behave girl..jus sitting in her seat..not speaking unless there's a recitation or the teacher asked her to do so..well..their wrong!!..i cant even be lyk that..kht san man nila ako dalhin na section ..hahanp at hahanap ako ng makksma!!ahaha kze un ako..im not sayin na i"ll be that sooo..loud when i enter the senior highschool..in fact..im planning to be serious now..i mean..enough for the sooo.."hahahahs"..uhm maybe i just need som1 to be with ..kht isa lng..eh nde eh!!..all of my closest frends...ya know..not all of my kadas..i mean ung barkadahan sa class..ung mga naging kaclose ko sa nung 3rd yr...owell..do i have any chance?..none..can i just say to the registrar.."ey miss...can you transfer my name in honesty coz all my friends is in there."ahaha..probably no..or other way like..my mom would say that i dont need to belong in that section?...hmmm..i dont think they'll allow me....coz i was thinking..if that is possible..then the school will let us choose our own section right?..owell...i juz remember my sophomore days,..the same as now..hayy..namumuro na cla!!hee..but then..i enjoyed it even if halata naman tlgang outcast ako hehehe..i found some new friends..kaya i was not that worried..kze cguro..kelangan ko muna manahimik..coz im graduating na..!yeah!!..im imangining..having so many assignments..projects..and even have to handle our club!!yayks!!..dont wanna think of dat right now..coz its summer..!!weee...oh..b4 i forget,.we"ll be goin to splash tom!!yay!!but bcoz of this shit..ear infection..i cant swim that much..owel..i dont want to din naman ze gus2 ko naman pumuti..yey..!!kaya bka tunganga lng ako don..ahahah..!!gandang trip noh??..nagsayang ng entrance!!hee..ey guyz..ive changed my lay-out..as usual..hee..oh..by the way..im currently reading "the guardian"weeeeeeee..!!*blush*its kinda love stroy and suspense as well..its a good story..what do you expect with the author nicholas sparks?..hehehe(author of the movie a walk to remember)well..im fond of readin again hee..nagpupuyat ako dhil jan..im on the chapter 28 na. 20 more chapters to go?..

owell..sndli nalang yon ehehe..lagpas nanaman ng kalahti eh..cant think of anything to say..bye for now..

-redboxing-with ate v,ate b,nanay swit,kuya renan,(kht late)hehe..

2005-04-30T16:52:00.001+08:00

owel..nacra ung internet connection nmen for almost 1 week..so ndi ako nakapagpost..nweiz..kht ganun ,masaya!!..ze nagstart na magwork ung ate ko sa makati..so hnhtid nmen sya every morning,alis kme sa haws ng 5 am..then we"ll play badminton sa ccp or roxas..masaya sobrah!!..at the same time..ndi ka lging manlalata hehe..ok naren un kze wla namang rent sa place eh..and besyds..its good naren para sa pasukan..hehe..!!lgi akong maagang naggng..tas yon..mnsan kain sa mcdo..or magbabaon..tas pagkauwi sa haws mga 8..tulog..ggcng ng mga 11am pra mapanuod stairway,..!!aha!!lalng..kze naumpshan kong mapanuod un..kaya ayun hooked nanaman don..though..mejo ang commong na ze nakakapagod tgnan mga artista na wla nalang gnwa kundi umiyak aha..BTW..full house ended na nga pla yesterday..hmm..ok lng...lolz..may dvd pa naman ako mapapanuod..pero syempre gus2 ko paren ung tagalog version naman..!!weee..!!anyhoo..kahapon?..wla naman..pmunta lng kme sm north..u bought..flipflops..!!tska mga undergarments..na mickey ung design..!!ang kyut!!..hehe!!wee!!!saya bumli nun eh..cute kze..and its not that expensice naman..hehe..nagsukat din ako ng mga blouse..kaso ndi ako nakabli..kze nagmamadli na ate beb ko..may outing ksi sya eh..tas fitting room pa sa dept.ang gara!!..haba ng pila tas sa labas ung mirror..haha..kaya ayun mejo nagtagal kme..today..kakagaling ko lng sa greenbelt..sa redbox..kze..umuwi si ate barbara(from rtv site)kaya nagyaya si ate vikvik..na magkta ktah kme..nakarating kme dun ng ate ko mga 11..tas nako..naiwan pa ung pera na 500 na baon nmen good thing my ate has extra money..whew!!..hehe..!!ayon..si nanay swit tgal dumating eh!!..hmp!1ehehe..pero mga 20 mins lng naman kme naghntay kaya ok lng..tas yon pnaguspan san kakain..may suggestion dw si ate dj(na ndi nakarating hehe,..)sa redbox dw..may food na tas 3 hours ung vid-oke sa room..kaya ayun dun kme..pra besides kakain..makakapagkantahan pa..dba msya un?...dba?dba?dba?..hehehe..!!so..ayun.masaya sobrah!!...kain muna..tas kantahan!!eh ang kulit ni ate v!mwaha!!..lalo na nung aegis na..aba!!todo birit!!..yang si nanay swit mataas voice nyan eh..haha..talo pa nga ako nyan eh..weee...bsta..yon..andmi nmeng nakanta..enjoi dun sobrah!!..hehe..!!babalik ako dun pramis!!..tas nagtxt n ate ko nung mga 2..sbi ko nga 1 hr pa eh..eh pnpauwi na kme ng mom ko..kaya ayun...time namen dun hanggang 3pm lng..kaya after nun..umuwi na kme ng ate ko..kakabitin nga eh..:( kaso kelngan kze bka ndi nako ako pygan nex tym..[ sobrang mis ko na rtv..hayy..kht naman cguro may ganung forum ulet..mahrap na ibalik ung dti..grr..pero ok lng atleast naging part na cla ng buhay ko,weee!!although..may mga nwla..at and2 ako..nakaharap sa tapat ng pc...yey!!sa wakas gwa naren internet connection nmen..balik nanaman ako hehe..

ciao!!..

i dont even know the date today..argh!..

2005-04-24T18:19:00.000+08:00

wahaha..!!uhm..i see..i opened my calendar sa fone and its april.24 pla?..o well..its my friend jillian and norman's monthsary today..happy monthsary to you guyz!!..dont know if you"ll read this ahah..jill doesnt even know i have a blog..o well..i mis dat gurl..is been a while..since i talked to her..we dont even have our..texting for every seconds!!..tada!..hee! but then..i know naman anjan paren yang lokang yan...hmm..its sunday today ayt?..o ayan alam ko!..coz i watched sop knina..eniweiz.if ever som1 is readin dis..if ever!!hehe. i apologize for being "barok"hehe..hmm..ok so..its sunday nga!!..oo sunday..uhm yesterday?..its saturday?..oo tma haha..uhm..at around 6 pm..we went to the bronson"s ..to have our kick-boxing..un kze ung sked nun..aun eventhou its so .."ahh..!!ang hirap!!...masaya nman..and then..i slept for about 2:am?..i think im insomaniac naren..ung tipong d ka tlga makatulog..bad thing..i dont have my load na..and the cd na binurn ko hir eh cant play in my discman!!...badtrip!!...the songs from there pa naman is in the ost of full house..arg!!..hayy..and i forgot na iuwi ung full house cd..+ the dvd..sa haws.its in our shop kze..thats y..i really dont have any choice..but to look in the 4 corners of our room..ahaha..!!its 2am na..but then..ung antok ko..na traffic paren..kaya..ayon..i juz wait nalang until it arrived..aha..juz listen to regine's songs..from her album reigne..ey but..the song"what you are to me'..is really good ah!!.hee..uhm..i woke up knina mga 8..i promised to myself that i should visit "him",,but oh !!...i thought the last mass is 8-9..find myself sayin.."naku..ndi nanaman ako nakacmba..!"..but i asked my ate she said there's still a mass (9-10)"hayyy,,salamat"makakacmba naren ako"..ayun..after that we went here to our shop..i helped my mom with that siomai thinggy..nde then..i slept for about an hour..5-6pm..then its so hot!!...malamang its summer eh!!..hayy!!,.kaya i took a bath..grabeh..dont know pero im sooo tyred!!..grrr..!!tomorrow..im planning just to stay and take a rest in our house lng..btw..pnta dw kme tom.roxas...yipee!!...magbadminton kme dun!!hehe..anyways....im happy right now..coz im not a worry-witch..nemore..ngaung summer lng!!..ehehe..im free from the problems..in school..seatworks..projects..+ the people that i dont wanna see..!!ahah..!!..but then..i somehow miss my friends..other friends..uhmp..b4 i forgot anything..i juz wanna greet our songbird..wooohooo!!

HAPPY 35TH BIRTHDAY!!

regine"s bday is on april 22...grr..!!but ..she has a new intrigue nanaman..!!!..kaya nakakbadtrip kze bday na bday..ung regalo nla..!!hayy..i miss her..lie-low nga ako ke kyla eh..kze naman..i felt guilty..dont have much tym for her na..nd besides..i wanna have bonding with my fellow reginians..!!wee..!!uhm i remember..i watched that issue..kay dingdong and karylle..that they"re official na dw..ay sus..!!sbhin nla..kze may show cla..kaya cla naging official..hayy..mga artista tlga!!lolz..!!patawad..im inside the world of showbiz ngaun..sa sobrang mgwa..any show..pnapatulan!!..hehe..so pano?..alis muna ako..ill be postin in teentalk pa kze..ge ciao!!..

happy bday ate kc!!. belated!!

2005-04-21T18:46:00.000+08:00

well kahapon?..ndi ako nakapag onlyn ze umalis ako..
pmunta kme kela ate kc..kze bday nya nung tuesday eh ndi kme nakapnta..aun..umalis ako ng haws mga 2pm na..tas dumerecho ako kela bhum..halos sabay lng kme dumating ni saffy..grabeh..my embarassing moment pa ako sa jeep!!..but i dont wanna share it in hir nalang wahahha..!!buti nalang ndi ko kilala ung mga tao na un!!ahaha..pti si saffy may xperience din pla na ganun hee..nweiz..nagpnta pa kme 22ban..naglibot libot nd bumli ng gift..kaya aun..mga 4 na kme nakarating sknya..pgdating nmen dun..nilibre nya kme ng jabi..ungmay chicken..may rice..may straw na red.may ice ung coke.,.oo ganun!!ehehe..ayon kwen2han..tungkol sa college lyf..at kng ano ano pa..tas mga 5 bumalik na kme sa haws nla..chikahan paren haha..ansaya nga eh!!tatawa tas tatahimik nanaman..may dadaan na anghel..tsk..tsk..cnbi ko nga sknila na ndi naman ako dumadaan bkt cla tumatahimik hee..aun..bsta kwentuhan to the max..kng san san nappnta kwen2han nmen eh..bka nga ilang beses na nadapa mga pnaguusapan nmen!lolz!hmm..tas tawanan!!ahaha..!!c bhum 2loi nakailang hampas nanaman from saffy syempre..ahahah!!tas mga 6:30 umuwi na kme..pgkadating d2 sa shop kumain muna kme halo-halo sa tapsihan..grr..kaso mais con yelo nalang meron eh kaya un nalang bnli nmen..tas aun..un lng naman..pero masaya kht nakakapagod!!hee..!!
ciao!!

ng dahil kay borleng!!hehe..!!SOP RULEZ!!

2005-04-18T18:26:00.000+08:00

finally..
may nangyri na sken..ahah..!!
nweiz..nung sat..april.16wla..pmunta lng kmeng 22ban ng ate ko..nbakabli nako ng mga earings!yey!!ung prang
ke jessie..waha!!tas nakabli din ako ng bag sa pinksoda..buti nalang may card na
dala ate ko kze kulang na pera nmen..nakauwi kme mga 1..an traffic sobrah!
tas nung sunday..-yesterday-april 17-
e2 kwen2 ko ah..nung gabi ng sabado..tinatanong ko na c ate gg..kung wt tym ba..sbi
ko 8..sbi nia 9..pde na dw..dhil may susundo dw smen na kakilala ng tito nya pero d
pa sure eh..aun grabeh..ndi ako makatulog nung sat..pramish!1mga 1 na ata ako
nakatulog nun ..wan ko bkt?..whahaa..!!nagcng ako kahapon mga 7:30 dpat magccmba
ako ng 7-8 kaso ndi ko knaya d ako nagcng eh..aun..pgkagcng ko..nabasa ko na sa cel
ko text ni mannski..hehe.."buhay na ba kau"wahaha..kaya aun..tuluyan nakong
nabuhay..at naligo na..mga 8:30 andun naren ako sa harap ng icam ..tas after mga 15
mins..dumating na si mannski..e2ng lolengz na toh..nagcmba pa dw..8-9 kaya
aun..naghntay pa kme..mga nakaalis ata kme malapit na mag 10 eh..kaya yon..dumating
na c lolengz nun..dat nga iiwanan nmen yan eh!!!!ahahah..!!aun nagusap usap
na..nagtaxi nalang kme..buti nakahanap kme kgad..dat nga ndi na 22loi kase sayang
nga lng ung pnta..eh ndi na nga kme makakaabot tlga..dhil mga 11 nagpapaapsok
na..tas ika-cut na dw..aun nsa loob na kme ng taxi..wlang tigil sa kwen2han
hehe..tas nakarating kme dun mga 10:30,hehe..buti nalang mablis.naguusap na nga kme
sbi ko sop gigster nalang kze mukang d na tlga abot tas ndi pa nmen alam ung place
tlga..buti nalang nakta nmen ung building na gma hahaha!!..aun..pgdating nmen
dun..mahaba ung pila..tas bale 2 kze ung pila..andun kme sa isa na malapit sa
gate..eh meron mga special guest chu chu dw..ung may mga kakilala ..eh d pnapasok
na cla..eh pumasok naren kme..kaasar..sbi ba naman..teka..ndi nmen ksma toh..kaya
aun..pero b4 kme palabasin ult..bngyan na kme ng ticket..ndi pala makakapasok pg
alang tix eh..hehe.,..buti nalang meron na kme..eh ung iba dun mga nsa unahan
pumila na kagd la pa pla tix..ay sus..hehe..!!eh d un nakipag ccksikan kme..ni
lolengz sa pila habang sila ate gg..and manson..gmgwa ng paraan..tas nagulat
ako..mga 11 na ata nun..eh sbi nla ate gg..tara na dw..tas un nakahanap na sya ng
kakilala..and pnapasok na kme!!yey!!..ehehe..snbi nya lng ung pangalan ng ninang
niya ata un pero ndi niya alam surname haha!!buti nalang mabait si manong
gma..waha,.,tas eh c un..check check ng bag..kng may cam..bale tatlo ung
nagcheck..pagdating sa huli..nyex..nahuli si lolengz na may cam..sayang..kaya
ayun..ala kmeng pics!!huhuhuh..nweiz..ayon,,nsa loob na kme..andun kme sa taas
eh..ewan ko nga bkt andun kme pnapwes2..hehe..sa may hagdanan kme nakaupo..tas
andun...kelangan ko pa ba isa isahn ung mga nag perform?..bnsta ung opening nsa
tulay dw..sa taas..un haha..!!kaya aun..sbi nmen sna pla nsa bahay nalang dhil sa
tv ng studio din kame nanonood wahaha..!!syempre..ansaya!!..nakta ko nanaman si
nanie(kyla)bsta..un na yon..tatlong beses ata sya nagperform..tas mejo huli naren
ung hale..syempre..andun si daddy k0..sheldon..hahaha!!pti kuya
champ!!...wafo!!un nga lng nabadtrip cla..sila epalzky kze..kuya janno and lalo naman si gabby...kinanta ang instrumental!!waha....hee..!!tas nun nung patapos.na ayw namen gigsters eh kaya umalis
na kme..then nagutom..napagicpang kumain sa north edsa..pagpnta dun..windang
paren..wlang ibang pnag uspan..kundi tungkol sa hale..sop..haha!!..pnunta lng nmen
dun bale ung halo halo sa may extra halo mag add ka lng ng 5pesos..haha..kau alm
nyo ba kng anong meron sa extra halo??..ahaha..sbi ni mannski,,pg d dw marunong mag
halo!!ahahaha..!!o aun..nakauwi kme aroung 4pm..tma ba?..un na un!!kapagod pero
masaya!!!ciao!!:)

full house!!

2005-04-12T13:00:00.000+08:00

ndi ako nakapag onlyn kahapon eh..nung sat,..aun..nakabili na ate ko ng cd ng full house..then pinanood nmen up to 3am..haha..!!ayko pa nga matulog kaso sobrang antok nako..dhil puyat din me nung friday,then..nagcng me nung sunday..12pm..buti nalang napanuod ko pa c kyla haha..kinanta nya sa sop ung love will lead you back..ang galing sobrah!!ayyy!!haha..tas nun mga 2 nanuod nanamn kme ng full house tinuloi nmen..grabeh..8 pm ko na natapos..at pagtayo ko..sobrang sakit ng ulo ko!!grr!!dko na uultn ung ganung marathon!!waha!!kahapon naman?..ala naman ganong nangyri..ngaun nagcng me mejo maaga 9am..tas and2 nanaman ako sa harap ng computer haha..!!lalng..next tym nalang ako magpost ng article..katmad kze..ciao!!

BTW:..this my dream house..wahaha..looks familiar..huh?..:)

puyat.puyat.puyat

2005-04-09T18:39:00.000+08:00

ey guyz..hayy..ansaket ng ulo koh..ze naman..4am nako nakatulog kgbi dhil sa name that tune..sayang nga eh..talo kme..hehe!!..rvmm team koh..aun..sumakit pa ulo ko kze inauz ko tong bloggy ko..grabeh..kakahilo!tas..ang aga ko naman nagcng knina..10am..bkt ganun..grrr..after nun..ok naman..masaya ..napanuod ko na ung "hide and seek."..kakatakot..!!and mgnda ung flow ng story ng movie..kze ndi sya kagaya nung iba na may nakaputing babae at lalakad lakad na mukang ewan..and may buhok na nakasuklob sa muka lolz..e2 wla eh..bsta..panoorin nyo..mgnda..pramis..:) aun..teka..tinatanong mo bkt ko pnalitan lay-out?..lalng..ze everybody's blog is black na..kaya..white naman ititch pra maiba hehe..pasensya na kung mejo purong tagalog toh..ayko kzeng maging tryng hard..mag english..d kc ako magaling dun..but im tryin..

hay..then after nun kain..lunch na eh..grabeh..ang init init ngaun!!..summer na tlga!!un nga lng ndi kme mah siswimming..ayko din naman..aykong masunog nanaman eh hee..tas after nun..aun..nsa harap nanaman ng pc..name that tune nanaman ...waha..adik eh noh..hmm..ansakit tlga ng ulo ko..!!its 5 pm na...and and2 paren me.sa harap ng pc..wla na..wla nanaman ako sa sarili ko..nsa loob nanaman ako ng lambat!!wooshoo!!...kaadik tlga internet!!weee!!wahhh!!nga pla..bumili na si ate beb ngaun ng cd ng full house!!yes!!mapapanood ko naren ng buo..hehe..!!sna nga nakabli na tlga..o sya..

un lng...

pahabol...ang cute tlga nung commercial na..

nanluma na ang sabon..maong man ay may gasgas..ng dahil kay nanay sa husay mo magsampay..buhay ay nagkaroon ng ku.. :)

juz wanna share my

+article+01 :

"kung gano kabilis pagdating nila..ganun din kabilis pagkawala"
these thoughts juz came from my mind..coz boredom strikes me again..hayy..."LIFE"..lets talk bout dis guyz..dunno how to explain it but i beleive that its really full of surpsises,ayt?so many things that will accidentally happen..to you..which you never thought even in your wildest dreams..there are things..or should i say..mga tao..na darating sa buhay moh..that you"ll really treasure..meron namang iba.KUNG GANO KABILIS NILA DUMATING..GANUN DIN KABILIS MAWWALA...its really hard to accept but you have to..ika nga..LIFE MUST GO ON..hehe..dba?but sometimes..i find myself thinkin..na bkt kelngan pa cla ibgay saten..eh babawiin dn nman..i know..there's a reason behind..but..i wish..na..kung meron man tlga huh..sna madali nating nalalamn..kc.ang hirap magicp...if this thing happened to you..u"ll understand what im sayin ryt now..you"ll see..that in tym..you"ll hate what you usually want.un bng parang wla kang kagana gana..dunno nman wheres the problem?..kung seo ba o sa mga ksma moh?..u"ll get tired of the things that you usually do..up to the point na nakakapagod na ren tumwa..nd magpasaya ng ibang tao..as tym goes by..may mga masasaktan ka..its hard..yup..kze you really want to explain..what"s goin on ..sa sarili moh..pero..words can't say it all..once in ur life..mararamdaman mo mag isa ka lng..pero gus2ng gus2 mo naman mapag isa?..ano ba un..ang gulo moh..pero 22 yon..hayy..ganyan tlga..though ayw mong aminin sa sarli mo na mag isa ka nalang nga tlga..ze mrming iba jan na..puro salita..tsk..tskk..what em i tryin to say is that..life..cguro..ndi lng yan puro saya..sometimes you have to be serious den....you dont have to pretend that ur happy when u really want to cry.kze..in life..we have to face the truth..kelangan mong isolve mga problems mo to be better....kung ayw mo learn to say "no"kung gus2 mo..strive hard to get it..never try to pretend coz once na gnwa mo yan..isa lng naman niloko mo..ung sarli mo..tskk..tskk..22o dba?..:)
-jeanne

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2005-04-03T18:08:00.000+08:00

weee..!!

im bak..!!haha..

tinamad nanaman ako magpost eh..

neweiz..nung april1,-friday-

wla..kuhanan lng ng cards...sbi kze nla,ndi pa kme cleared kaya d pa binibigay,kelngan dw kmi mismo mag aus..ndi pa kc pinipirmahan ni sr.reggie..kaya aun..napapunta tuloi ako sa icam ng d oras hehe..pero ok lng msya naman kht papano..ksma ko cla..aun..ndi naman nabgay..grrr..!!sa monday nalang dw,pero tom(monday) ndi nako pnta .papakuha ko nalang sa ate ko.

april2-sat.-
ay ang saya!!napanuod ko na ung ending ng full house.nakta ko kze ung syt sa teentalk..na may mga videos..lahat ng episode andun..tska may script malamang english hehe..kaya aun..pnagtyagaan nmen ng ate koh..haha..kht magkandahilo kme..ze naman sa windows media..pahinto hinto eh..kaya aun..pero msya..sna nga lng dko pa pnanuod..ze wla ng thrill..hayy..pero kht ganun syempre..papanuorin k paren..haha..bka nga bumli kme ng cd nun..o kaya manghihirm ako tas icopy ko..

ngaun naman?...lalang..napnta kme kela jian..waha..ang kyut tlga ng batang yon!!answeet sweet pa..!nga pla..she's my cuz..hehe..tas sa bahay naman...wla..nanuod lng ng sop..kaso..ang konti ng nos.ni kyla tas wla pa si mama reg..andun na ata sa us para sa tour nya :( hayyy..ala nanaman sya hir pra sa bday nya..tskk.tskk.tskk..
cge..cge..hmmm..ala pa akong load sa sun hehe...ciao!!!:)

nga pla...hmmm..

Vatican celebrates Mass honoring pope

VATICAN CITY - The Vatican secretary of state, Cardinal Angelo Sodano, celebrated a Mass for the repose of Pope John Paul II's soul Sunday on the steps of St. Peter's Basilica, calling on the tens of thousands of people gathered there to pray for "our beloved John Paul."
Applause rang out when Sodano, dressed in golden vestments, prayed for the pope's soul at the start of the Mass.
"We entrust with confidence to the risen Christ, Lord of life and history, our beloved John Paul II who for 27 years guided the universal church as the successor of Peter," he said.
Thousands of people streamed toward St. Peter's Square for the midmorning Mass, joining the faithful who had held an overnight vigil in the piazza after learning of the death of the pontiff. The traditional Sunday noontime prayer, which John Paul had delivered throughout his pontificate, was to follow, the Vatican said.

hayyy..kakalungkot..

kyla..kyla..kyla..!!

2005-03-31T12:28:00.000+08:00

ehehe..

d ako nakapagpost kahapon eh..kwen2 ko lng arw ko kahapon hehe..

nung mornin..kei naman..andun si kyla sa sis..!!yeah..and ndi ko alam..andun din pla mymp..kaya..ansaya ko..!!waha!!ganda ng umaga ko ze..kumanta cla..si juris..love moves..nacra pa nga mic nya eh..pero syempre..ok paren..tas nagduet cla ni kylerrr...hehe..ng a lil bit..palamigan ng boses ititch!hee..tas nag game din cla..ung novelty songs na change to acoustic..hee..eon..uhm..tas nung sa 24-oras..ininterview din sya..bad thing..ndi ko napanuod..kht lam kong andun sya..!!tskk..tskkk..!!ha!!..ze..nagfone ako tas nakalimutan ko na..

aun..uhmm,..hey..!!nabadtrip ako kahapon!!sobrah!!dont wanna put it in hir..ehh..(pano un?...pag gus2 mo ng kumalas sa isang bagay..pero dmo magwa..?..grrrr!!!!!!)

nsa haws lng me maghapon..

ngaun?..kei lng..ordinary day..net..nuod tv..cnamahan ko mom ko..may inauz kze sya..tas kumain kme sa labas..tom kuhanan ng card..but ndi ako pupunta eh..

ge...ciao!!_friendster's down....y kya?.._

friends?...nah..

2005-03-29T16:57:00.000+08:00

finally..i have my new lay-out na!!hee..!!grabeh...pero em not contented with it paren..naku..ganun naman ako eh ..
its around 4 in the afternoon..grabeh..sobrang init!!..hee..

i juz drop by..
kahapon la kme mgwa kya nag take nalang kme ng pix..hee..ng mga ate ko..
uhm..il post em hir..if naaus ko na ung photobocket ko..but hey..im so addicted na sa full house!!haha!!im always looking forward kng ano mangyari every episode..kahapon..nakakatuwa..ze si jessie nagpainterview cla ni justine kc theres a gossip na he's always with lorraine dw..and jessie said nga pla to justine that she lyk's him..but just thought she's jus kidding..kya aun..snbi nya nga na its juz a joke..

last night..cant sleep..my ate beb and me...talk ..until 3 am..haha.!!bout 4th yr lyf..lalng..kwen2han..tas i read the sloppy first parin..aun..nakatulog na me..

i've made thoughts..dmi dmi kong naiicp..i've realized na theres so many people that irritates me..and the worst is?..napapaligiran nla ako..arrrghh!!...1st..ung mga mahilig magpretend..i mean..ung..ndi magpakatotoo sa sarili nla..duh?.!!y cant they just be themselves?..other things..?...uhm...i sometimes.felt so used..they'll juz call me..if they want someone to cheer them up..yup..its not wrong..and kelngan nyo lng ako kng gus2 nyong sumaya..pero everytime that im the one who needs em..ndi ko maramdaman na anjan cla.. ..i dont feel..being appreciated..aykong makilala ako as magaling lng "magpatawa"or watsoever..kaya..i really..promised to myself nah..i"ll lessen..that..ze..andming tao na nawiwiwli.....i dont think the one reading this can understand me..but..i really hate those kind of sh*t people..na anjan lng pg may kelngan seo..pero dont have trust naman..i dont think if i can still call them "friends"..

hmmmm..

2005-03-27T20:40:00.000+08:00

eyy...lalng...sobrang lazy ko...para iupdate tong bloggy koo..hee..

next tym nalang..napadaan lng me..

neweiz..im planning to change mah..layout sna..kaso next tym nalang..

lazy nga ahee...

bye guyz!!..tc!!..

-hmm...i miss..teentalk..-

with the help of my nanay!!naayuz ko blog ko!!

2005-03-22T02:10:00.000+08:00

thanks nay!!hee..!!e2 sya..

dba..anchut?..ahaha..!!

hayy..its alredy..2am na..at ndi pa ako natutulog..kachat ko si mj..pti ate khath..hangkulet..kanta ng kanta eh!!kya nwwla antok ko!lolz..

ala naman msydo nangyri ngaun..nagkta lng kme sndli nla luzelle..ze clearance day..aun..mejo boring..have nothin to say na hirtom nalang ayt?..lalng..
=adik paren ke nanie=hee..

eNd oF tHe sKuL yR..

2005-03-18T18:28:00.000+08:00

its friday..

ndi ako nakasma kela carylle..luzelle..tska alrenz..ze..ndi ako pnygan sa roxas..tska

wa money..ahaha!!keia ayun..tnmad naren ako..si car..bngyan ako ng tweety na gift!hee!!katuwa..

last day na pra sa 3rd yr..

masaya..?..yup..but..magulo..ze dmeng requirements na aayucin..

bilis tlga ng panahon..prang kelan lng..pasukan plang hee..

naaalala ko nung first day..sobrang gulo at ingay..palibhasa ze tagal ndi nagksma..

andme ko din maaalala sa yr na toh..

-street dancing(yeah..yeah..yeah..)homie!!!!!ahahaha..!!

-sabayang bigkas?..-ako ay pilipino..mwahahaha..

-interpretation sa science week-paraiso..take me by the hand...haha..

-comelec..-love moves...:)

-cooking--paliitawwww....hehe..

kht ndi ganun kaganda..ok paren..andme ko natutunan..lalong mas naging matatag..

may mga bagong nakilala..na sobrang ndi ko ineexpect na makakasundo ko..

..ung mga taong tumutulong sken evrytym na may problem ako sa kada..kilala na nla kng cno cla..mamimis ko ung mga yon..tas..ung mga kabiruan ko hehe..ung iba ..marinig ko lng "ate cheanne" nla masaya nako hee..sobrang..saya ze pg alam mong tanggap ka nla ..

..mejo bdtip din knina..ze ambaba ng mga scores ko..kaya snbi ko tlga sa sarili ko na magsesryoso nako..pgdating ng 4th yr..sawa naren ako sa puro tawa lng..cguro may iba pang tym pra dun..hee..ayun..pero syempre..ibalance din dat..deba?..

hehehe...first tym ko po gumwa ng blog..kaya..pagpasensyahan nyo na haha..knina pa ko onlyn mga 12pm..and its 6pm na ngeon haha..d naman adik noh?..bsta..nalulungkot ako..and at the same tym..masaya naren..kht next yr..bagong kakilala nanaman..at bagong pakikismahn..masaya paren..dhil...tapos na ung paghihirap..!!yeh!!...:)

====We were strangers starting out on a journey.....

Never dreaming what we have to go through....

Now here we are I’m suddenly standingI thought I’m beginning with you...Life is a road and I wanna keep going...Love is a river I wanna keep flowing..

Life is a road now and foreverWonderful journey**I’ll be there when the world stops turningI’ll be there when the storm is throughIn the end I wanna be standingAt the beginning with you.....====

lovya'll!!!...=sherbish= :)